Photographs and Memories

i just randomly decided to record a song which catches my musicality (chos)
hehehe I liked the song that my friend recommended. so mah Friend Jhena Galvez, this is for you. :)

walang tatawa ah! this is my first time to upload my very own recorded song.hehe pardon me.. :)

IU - I Need a Boy Lyrics English translate

not one that speaks without thinking or a little child
but one that will embrace me
yeah~
not a boy that plays around when he's bored
but one that will only love me

even if he stays still
and girls hand him their phone..
the kind of boy that proudly take out and show my picture

Chorus:
boy.. I Need a boy
good no matter what he does
and a good body too

boy.. I need a boy
baby I need you
boy you need me too


A kind of boy that looks better in a V-neck than in a regular shirt
A boy that will make kimchi fried rice for me because I enjoy eating it
uhu, a boy who can be cute at times even when he's old
I like it
that kind of boy

A boy that acts manly
but knows how to be delicate
Even if he acts cool in front of others
but when we're alone...:)

[chorus]

make my heart race again
make me able to create sweet songs again
you know, it's not about money or anything
you're the person I want to gine my heart to

I need a boy
hmm, yeah yeah...

Boy I like you, gotta make you mine
Imma treat you right, baby,,
uhhu..

[chorus]

boy, I need a boy, yeah..
boy, I need a boy, yeah..

are you listening to me?
baby I need you
boy you need me too

boy.. I need a boy...

Last January 3 2013 a very good friend of mine passed away, my friends and I didn't have a chance to see her when she was still at the hospital.
We are all in deep grief and everyone was showing there love to Jet. (hope Jet could see these in heaven).
but early this morning, I had this weird Dream which include my friend JET.  In my Dream I saw her at a private room in the hospital still alive though there are tubes attached to her.

In such a sudden moment, she turn her eyes on me and took her oxygen off her mouth and say "Wag Dah, Wag.".
I dont know what it means, i am clueless. though i didn't get it, Im glad Jet finally visit me in my dreams.

Miss you Jet! See you in Heaven! :)

This Blog post is quite so late..there has been so many things happened that kept me from posting this happy new year we had. but i think now im in the mood to do this . :)


Every new year, My family always get our very first Family pictures at the end of fireworks display..Probably quite after midnight. and this is the very first one! WACKY!! :)

Here are the foods that my family worked hard for to cook just in time for the celebration.:) YUMMY!



I had a Blast-full holidays this new year!  tons of bondings! Family get together and more kantahan! hehelike this one oh!

My family really like singing. were a family of singers (though not as professionals. just a hobby you know!)
lastly.. may i show you my parent's presents for us last Christmas.:)


Pretty dress, Techy Phones, Classy watches.. Its all thanks to my Parents!

Its been a bountiful 2012 for my family. hope to have more blessings this year!
a Late happy new year to all! :)

"Beach. that's what you are. :)"

my own wall post on my Facebook account. someone noticed and *poop! she's guity. Poor girl.:)
Im not naturally mean. Im not a bitch.. I dont usually fight with people but this predicament is such a different thing to discuss. I lost a friend. a very very good friend. and Those bitches crying around were like hypocrite to do it so.

Jesus! They knew the news. they all know our friend is dying but do nothing about it. they didn't even spread the beans so everyone could do something or even lay just a single prayer.

this melancholy had cost my entire system. It costs so much of my emotions and thinking. i am so much in distress. i may smile for a while but still saddened by the loss.

may i ask God to please help everyone, Jet's Friends and family, to finally cope up with this gloomy period?
May I ask God to please send some angels and help us get thru this sadness?
we are all depressed. including those bitchy hypocrite  girls who cried for just a show. i really hate them.

Please forgive me for saying those words. i was really really mad. i dont get everything yet. I was, We were trying to patch things up but its hard.

May I ask JET to please guide us? and please bring out the bitch in me so i could take action to those bitches!?
I am mad. really really mad. Help us.Help me. Miss you JET! PANA Misses you so badly! :)

baks dati pinapatawa mo lang kami.. ngayon kung nakita mo lang kung ganu karami ang lumuha nang iniwan mo na kami.

Its not true that you're not going to heaven jet like what you always say on your jokes. the number of people who cried for you only shows how many souls you have touched and made them laugh their hearts out wen you're still with us. . 

we will be missing you! We from PANA are so much devastated and frustrated on not seing you for the last time. 

guide us baks ah! I know up above there, you smile at us. 

kung nasan ka man ngayon, alam ko masaya ka na. at di ka na maghihirap pa.

You deserve the peace of mind you want. 

May you rest in PEACE our beloved Jet Pabiano :) ♥